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He canceled our wedding the day before it was to take place and I was heartbroken and 3 months after the wedding was canceled I found out I was pregnant with our twins. When he found out I was pregnant he told me the reason he canceled the wedding was because he is 11 years older than me and he thought I would get bored from him. His mother also filled his head with doubts about him marrying someone that is not Jewish. We eloped with me being 7 1/2 months along and we now are married with beautiful twins a boy and girl, but I still cry when I look at my wedding planner book and even get angry at him. I don’t want to end our marriage but I don’t want to keep feeling this way. What should I do?

I recently became engaged to the love of my life; however, I need help planning my wedding. If anyone has any suggestions for a good wedding planning book, I’d greatly appreciate it. Thanks.

Ok so i know this is a long shot, BUT…… i have to tell you the whole story.

Ok so i am currently planning my wedding, and well my partner and i are working our bums off and no matter how much we try to save money on our wedding costs its just not working, so i have found other ways to make the wedding more affordable.
eg online!! i have found ebay.com and ebay.com.au GREAT!! online honeymoon travel and also online sites for wedding dresses.
so far the costs for our wedding have skyrocket-ed for our reception and ceremony but we cut costs on everything else, decorations etc.

I am wanting to make a book on wedding planning the cheap way, well not cheap and nasty way but cheaper way.
If you are planning your own wedding and wanted help and well didnt want to spend a fortune but still wanted the wedding of your dreams would you buy something like that?

If you have thought of this or think its a good idea id love your comments?
Or if you have had your wedding and wish there was a book like this out there comments please!!!

thanks in advance
In my question it states IF you have been married i would like your opinion…. its in the marriage and divorce section as well.